Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

I've been too busy lately to do anything much

But it seems I should try stuff.

I havn't done all my placements for breakout or ffa yet, i got plat for arena tho

I'm becoming something I hoped I never be in my life.

I'm now a tired crotchety permanently disabled man. Somebody who's sole purpose is to die now, and people waiting for me to die. Problem for them is, I'm 33 years old, so it's possible, if I die from old age, I'm going to die a long, painful time from now.

Maybe if I'm lucky, a nurse or an insurance agent will suffocate me in my sleep, if I manage to find some sleep to begin with.

Trauma psychologist said that I should just accept my disability now instead of getting angry at myself or whoever the *** hit me and just learn to live with this but how in the hell do you learn to live with a disability and pain??? I rather just check out, thank you very much.

I don't know how somebody can live with a chunk of their arm and side missing.

And yes, I'm bitter.

Whoa WHOA wtf happened?

Car accident?

Yeah Susan Calloway from the 14 songs

Well, I have a dilemma; I'm looking for this rifle for deer hunting. Season we hunt is last week of Nov so I have to find one in the next two weeks to get stuff in order. Issue is that I have several things I need to order for it. I need to order a sling and a case to store it in and would also like to order 5 round stripper/charging clips. These all come from Amazon. Then ammo from another store.

I have a choice of ordering stuff before getting the rifle and risk not even getting the rifle OR wait and risk going without a sling or case and having to load rounds one by one and having to go out of my way all the way across town to get a box of ammo.

Obviously my problems are not like other people's...


....oh and I have to do a few things to the truck.

I like Rikki more

Super stuck in FFIV again. Got the the core of the moon part and just getting my ***pushed in anytime I try to open a chest or get below B4. Crappy thing too is that I am near level 70 so soon I have to start doing the equipping weird augments so I don't miss out on stat gains thing.

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Spam Prayer/Bless depending on need with Rosa and white magic only when someone gets hurt bad, bother with Rydia only if the enemy's strong otherwise defend and save mp, or just cover her with Cecil, and spam normal attacks with Edge who is a beast.

I just finished replaying it on DS the other day and am now doing TAY on Wii, so it's fresh in my memory!

edit: but I always fled if the enemy was that giant that looks like a Ironman ripoff, it hit too hard and wasn't worth the time

Lee-Enfield No4, I'm talking reproduction sling and case. I don't have an FFL so I can't order one. Looking at gun shops and pawn shops.

I agree with your message and would encourage people to adapt and try enjoy what they have left instead of lamenting over what they've lost etc, but I think that during the initial shock, that's not how you help someone cope. You should acknowledge their loss instead of kinda belittling it (by comparing them to the less fortunate).

Just my 2 halalas.

I agree with Z.

Meanwhile, tonight I found out that my family actually still possess nobility, I thought we lost the title together with the money my grangransomething blew away gambling, but turns out we still have that and I'm a baroness!

It probably isn't worth anything anymore in the modern world, but it sure sounds pretty cool!