Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

I feel like violated when Windows just go, update and restart by itself when Im away.

Thats so sneaky...

my solution for that is to leave game mode on and have one always up in the foreground, then just turn the monitor off.

Ive been watching videos reviewing many complex stories.

Seems like most "complex" story nowadays involves a daughter having to deal with a father that either molest or have molested the daughter in her younger years.

Idk, Im slowing becoming desensitivized by this, if every single story portrait that situation...

Soon the algorithm is gonna stop recommending things to you and just show you this

At the moment, I’m thinking a lot about work-related things, a lot of pressure there, experienced. I’ve played very little lately, FFXI, I’m wondering if I should completely quit my nursing job, I’ve experienced so much crap. I’m on partial disability pension, so I only work 50% of the time, financially I’d manage even without work, I don’t know what I’d do. I like my job and I like the clients, but the work community is awful. Well, yeah, these are the kinds of things I’m thinking about."

I was always someone who really despise comunist ideas, but over time, I started to understand few conceptsand actually agree with some of them.

One of them was the notion that "work" is something degradating. For the most of my live I endorsed the "standard" way of life, having a family, having a job that you would perform your entire productive life there, retire when very old and live with your savings.

Nowadays though the concept of "working your entire productive life in a single place" was already demolished. You work where you pay more, companies dont see you as a "part", but as a pawn.

Also, in practice, when you accept your salary, you are not only selling your service. You are also selling your allegiance toward one of a couple of bosses, because you also need to hear and obey many of someones commmands.

Having that for like 15 years (my current productive life), I kinda see the point of thinking this kind of thing as degradating: without a salary, you wouldnt ever need to obey to someone you have no relationship outside company. Your boss is on your very same level outside company. Still, when you step inside your job, your need to give up many of your own positions to become a "vassal" of someone strictly for money.

Also, maybe you could use your productive life to genereta mode knowledge, you create more useful things, to be more independant both in body and spirit.

So, nowaday I do agree working is a bad concept. It is not different of prostitution, and anyone can understand how degratating its . You are not selling your body, but selling your freedom, your capacity, your potential.

All that to say, yeah, if I had the chance to keep my current expenses for my entire life without working, I would surely retire asap. Im not one of those who feel empty if not working. I would just work something I really feel like, none would be bpssing around me, and my produtions would be entirely managed by me.

That is one part of freedom I still want to restore for me.

You already have the freedom to make that choice, and you don't need to retire to start a business. So what's stopping you?

Life is not that easy, kiddo

You didn't answer the question!

(It's okay, you don't have to answer if you don't feel like it.)

Life is not that easy, stinking kiddo

Hey, that's not nice....for a light-aligned.

started a Dragon Quest 8 playthrough, somehow never managed to beat it as a kid. pretty cool how good you can make ps2 games look these days.

I played that one long ago.

Last year I also tried to pick again Dragon Quest 6, but damn... I wasnt aware how much repulse I have for turn based combat.

Its almost like physical rejection. Its not like I get bored. Its more like my body forces me in toa hard sleep mode just for entering those fights.