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Masterless

Into this world I was born
Where forever two sides are torn
And they rage against each other
So they won't give into despair

And as it seems their battle is coming to a closing
They find another reason to spark it again and keep it going
All other sides are simply there
They don't seem to despair

And so it was that I
I was born onto one of the raging sides
And I was raised to lead
To exemplar, to eudemonie!

Back and forth I was rocked
By my birther and sutradhara
And my strings were pulled so strong
That when I spoke to another; they were pulled along

Till adulthood I danced
A marionette
And as I grew, I went places my manipulator could not
And I learned things I had never thought

I used these things in an act of rebellion
And passive though it was,
It still imposed consequence.
My Master saw that I was alive, for the first time.

And so He cut my strings.
And my eyes gleamed with triumph!
And He laughed.
And I was free.

With the secret unthought things I had learned
I looked to escape those raging sides
But I had learned that no side was better than the other
For all things are equal. They must be given equal chance.

So then, how would I make a choice?
Where would I go?
What would I do?
How would I not turn back to Him?

And so I turned around
And that smirk I witnessed
It answered my questions, while begging others
My reason blustered.

For in this world
Where including emotion and faith cannot be
What is desire?
What is misery?

With who's "Moisturizer"?